Busy December 2009

Hi again!

I seriously was very happy that I finally ran 10KM for God! I dedicated this 10KM run to God. I wanted very much to thank God for giving me a new chapter of life. I now knew that it was not very easy job as a good caregiver at home.... Sigh!

By way, Time really flew very fast... See... Christmas is coming very soon!
Look like that I have to spend Christmas alone at home. Nothing to celebrate Christmas with my daddy and brother only. They both have their own things to do. Sigh... As for me, I maybe pick up other story book to read at home on Christmas 25th Dec 2009... what a lonely Christmas!

Well, my workload had been increasing...I almost could not handle...I kept saying "Wanted to run away from work" in my mind! I kept saying "SOB SOB SOB" when I saw my work flooding on my table! I tried my best to keep my table tidy ....dun want to see a huge mess on my table...wah!

Oh dear! I hate all last minutes work but fortunately, my colleagues DID NOT scream or shout at me to hurry my work. I also did not lose my temper and did all work carefully.

Well, last time one bad colleague who would scream or shout at me to hurry all last minutes work. I would LOST MY TEMPER and showed her that I DISLIKE her attitude towards works and me, by ignoring her attentions in work. If anyone is NOT nice to me, I will IGNORE this person forever! I discovered that I have other new way to deal with difficult person too! Top secret! I cannot tell u, heeha!

I thank God for all present colleagues. They all knew that I had to take over one colleague who will be on long maternity leave for four months. Sigh.... Four months....I will faint soon! hee ha! I have to squeeze my exercise time badly as well! Aggggrrr! I even saw my calendar...so many things to do in December. Sooooo super busy! Fainting.

Recently,I really enjoyed walking down along some orchard parts with two friends. I took a lot of pictures of nice Christmas decorations...I think that I really LOVE the huge Purple Lighted Christmas Tree outside ION shopping centre! Everywhere on that Christmas Tree is purple in colour!!! I am in love with the colour purple!!!I even went into this Christmas Tree...wowowowow! Fantastic lights inside!

Seee those pictures here below....

Outside ION shopping centre


See how tall was Christmas Tree!!!


Went into the Christmas Tree...Wowo! See this picture.... Nice purple light bulbs inside....




Outside the Christmas Tree... Look very very very nice!






I AM IN LOVE WITH COLOUR PURPLE!!!! Winks!
That's all. Will update later! Good Nite! ...ZzzzZ

Quiet Life

Hi again!

After many days, I think that I am quite happy that my mind had been occupied almost everyday by work, outings and usual exercise. I even saw my calendar....very very super busy December, la! However, I found something amiss from my life.... Eh...dunno know!

I realized that I had not been talking to my mother anymore at home. It turned out to be very quiet at home...Really something missing indeed! Ah! I could not tell anything about my new experiences to anyone at home. I also found myself reading a lot of story books at home whenever I am at home alone... wah! Think that I am holding on to my quiet life until next year 2010.... hmmm... no next exciting events yet!

After my usual hard running trainings, I found that my life had changed completely and became very different. So quiet really.... After every running trainings, I kept telling God what is really missing from my life....Quiet praying in my heart at side of open canal. Never mind, I felt very good about it. Great! I still felt very very cold in wet weather.... Wah! Wet wet wet everywhere! My shoes even got wet!

I was thinking of what to do for next year... Should I try Mountain Everest Trekking?? Or Forcing myself to find school to study accounting? Eh....Never mind, I know that my heavenly father will lead me to where or what I should do or go... Hope to have get an exciting life for year 2010...

By way, I really missed Pualu Ubin Island! I love quiet surrounding there! Should have book a room at new restort on Christmas.... heeha! Love nature environment there too!

Hmm, right now I am going to rest well for two days. I hope that I would be in good shape for my 10KM run event (Standard Chartered Bank Run 2009) on this Sunday. I would like to dedicate this 10Km run to God and thank God for giving me a new chapter of life....

That's all for now. It's almost 12mn. Oh! Bring my early Greeting to u...Good morning, yeah! Good night... I need to sleep now.. Yawn..zzzZZ

Yeah! Hang On!

Hi to all!

Sorry I had been very very busy with my work and running training! I am hanging ON there, yeah!!!! I had been trying very hard to squeeze time for my running trainings!!!! hmm... I am bit nervous for my final running test!! It's SCB 10KM on 6th December 2009...... Sweating with cold water now!

Today after work I went for my running training... My timing look not bad and improving a bit... ha! I really hope that my standard timing for 10KM will be not dropping badly...

Yah! I must try my very best to meet my target of running timing. It's 1 hour 15 mins. Awwww.....Emmrrr....Awwww...NO PROMISE that I can pass my final running test well! I shall run to the finishing line for God! Tune - How Great You Are! I shall see how Great Thou Art! How Great Thou Art! *Dance* I am now listening to worship hill song now while I am typing blog here.... I love this song!!! Great!

Hey! After SCB Running event, I wonder what is next challenging sport for me to do.... I am still a super hyper-active kid! hee hA! Searching for fun to play all the time! Oppsss... Am I still a kid or young adult??? hee ha! Need you to buy a lollipop for me too!!!

Well, I am quite very happy that many of people in my company really pampered me a lot! One big thing - I am not happy at all....AGGGRRRRRR.... IT'S FOOD!!!! Wah!! I had to take foods whenever are given or offered to me by colleagues! No choice.... they will be not happy if I don't take foods from them. They are trying to fatten me up like a cow! Oh dear!!! Must run away from foods!!!!!!!!!! I have to control my diets strictly.... sigh!

Hey! I went to Bintan for short beautiful rest recently, right?? Anyway, here are my beautiful photo works shown below! Seeeeeee! Awesome???? Nah! It's not photo exhibition here! Laughing very hard now! hee ha! See here...scroll down, k!







**HEY!!! WARNING!! DO NOT LOOK AT MY SEXY LEGS*** Please close your eyes now!!!



hee ha! Caught you! U have open yr eyes already! Aiyoyo!

I am hanging on there! Phew! Hang on FOR my final running test! Wish me all the best for this test, yeah!!! Yeah!!! *Shake my head hard* Getting dizzy now! hee ha!
THat's all for now! Shall blog other happy post next time, yeah!

I gotta to bath!!! Me very smelly! hee ha! Gooood Nite! God bless!

Beautiful Rest

Hi again,

I am here, yeah! But I am using my brother's laptop temporarily... My CPU is still dead... So I have to wait for a few more weeks... Sigh!

By way, I went to the other island nearby for a few days with a friend. You all can guess where I went easily.... hee ha! See..I am not very sad anymore! Really Thank God for beautiful rest I had last week!

I was supposed to go there alone to rest... but I ended up bring a friend along. Thank God that she also enjoyed herself too. We both enjoyed learning on those good photo-taking there too! Wwalking around....resting on foldable chairs...eating, blah... Thank God that I could swim there too under nice weather.

Maybe next year, I will plan for Mountain trek there. I really hope so!

Hey! I am now going to be very very very busy at work. Sigh! I have to handle a lot of work as my colleague will be on her long leave due to her birth of a child soon! I hope that I won't do OT so often as before! Doing a lot of OT would affect my lifestyle badly!!! I Must avoid OT...Avoid OT!!!!!!!!!!! Screaming away......

By way,I would like to share.one thing with u... Do u think that the words "Passed away" are painful to be used??? To me, yes yes yes words are painful for me to write on the paper... Last saturday, I went down to settle my late mother's stuffs. When I wrote this sentence on the paper "......my mother had passed away recently...." My tears wanted to come out....But I quickly held my tears back in front of the lady! I should say that my mum is in heaven. This sentence should be fine to use. Sigh! From onwards, I really now accepted that I have to move on without my mother around!

May God comfort me and be with me all the time!
Will be bcak to write next post! Good nite!!!

Be away for some time

Hi all,

Last Sunday, I really don't know why I felt very dizzy and had a terrible headache after church service.... Really want to faint... Hurried back to home. I had a long and good sleep!

I realised that I really had not enough rest like that for a long time! Used to stay up late... I shall try to rest early... And I also need to eat properly... Got gastric pains easily...sigh!

Hey! I am using my brother's laptop temporaily... could not do blogging.... I have to send my CPU to hospital for repair! Sigh... CPU motherboard is down!! Sorry that I have to be away from computer for some time!

hAVE to wait for my CPU...

Take care. Good nite!

Priscilla is Back!

Oh I am backkkk again! Hurray! I already managed to overcome all my sadness! I did not do any stupid things! I just kept myself very busy! I am going to reschedule my exercise again soon! I think that my schedule is NOT tight anymore! Can date me out anytime as determined fit, yeah!

Don't you worry...You will see as a cheerful Priscilla again, ok! Will find an excuse to bully you, yeah....hee ha! Don't worry about me again, kkk!

Hmm, I still missed my most recent few trips! I think that I really fell in love in travelling! Thank God for letting me to see the world while I am still young! Hope that I could travel more further..... ha!

Next year, I gotta to think what kind of travel I want...need to wait and seeeee.... Or I shall sit down and wait for golden opportunity to arrive... like an golden egg laid by a fat hen, yeah... hee ha!

Good nite! See u in my happy post again! Take care! Gd nite!

Painful Moment

Hi again,

Just to express my painful moments after sixteen days without my mother around. I had tried my very best to move on. It was quite very painful for me to forget my mother... I am very very close to my mother. That's why i could not stop crying at home sometimes... But I tried my very best to control my tears at my workplace and everywhere.

Yesterday on Sunday, I went to attend church service at Expo. I saw many aunties happily walking past me.... then I saw a few deaf aunties.... Then I could not hold my tears back but unfortunately, all tears came out.... I cried..... I thought of my mother.... I even told myself that Why she could not live well like aunties who are 70 years old.

It was my first time to cry in public at back of service hall. I really could not stop crying... By then I could not go in main service hall. Thanks to my three friends who kept me company for a while. One of them helped to take my bag. Then my hearing friend who was willing to translate the whole message from church at back of hall for me.

Then I was thinking of my next year trip. I would like to have a volunteer trip... I am still unsure about everything... I need to think about it carefully. I gotta to step out with a faith next year...

By way, I have to share my testimony about my mother with u all.
I really am very proud of being her daughter. She was very independent person. She refused to depend on other people for help. But she did everything by herself to raise me and my brother up! Furthermore, she strongly did not care about what people say or laugh at her because she had me as a deaf daughter. I am very thankful for her love and care for those years until she died. Thank God for giving me a such wonderful mother!



By way, I appreciate every friends and colleagues who gave their support and comfort at my mother's funeral service. I hoped that I will be able to forget all painful moments slowly.

Thanks for your time reading my teary post here. See you in my next post...